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Name: Caitlin
Interests: Clear nights and honest conversations. Those rainy days, when you drive just to think.
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Member Since:
4/29/2006
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| April, May, June, July... the months do not last as long as you expect them to. Here we are in November, with a new life like I always wanted, and I am too tired to realize that I am no happier than I ever was before. Work, homework, sleep, wake up four hours later, school, homework, work, homework, sleep. I am creating, I am socializing... I am everything I looked forward to. But when I have any time at all to think about it, I am just an empty girl. And soon I will disappear under the mountains of expectations that grow on top of me each day. | | |
| Man, so many people are really wasting my time lately. I don't see why think I even remotely care about what they have to say, other than that it's annoying.
Work today, not so great. Super excited about tomorrow though, for the sole reason that it will be new and better. I've been running a lot more lately, and I am enjoying it so much. It helps a lot that the weather has warmed up so much - I hate to run in the cold. It's supposed to cool down over the weekend, though, and that puts me in a bad mood. Nathan gets home in two days and I am so looking forward to it. He is my other half, and sometimes it is hard to function without him. Anyways, I have a killer headache, and work in the morning, so I'll catch you guys later.
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| Everything is always getting better, isn't it?
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| I have two days off this week!
I think maybe I need to start looking for another job... one that doesn't suck so bad. I don't want to replace my current job until after the summer, but something just to help me out with money I guess. I just need to find some way to become self sufficient. I want to go far away from this place - somewhere on my own. Away from the drama. I don't know, wishful thinking maybe. I tend to complain a lot, but honestly my life's not that bad. I just need to make better choices for myself. Anyways, I've got Nathan and I know I can count on him 100% for anything. He smoothes out all the wrinkles in my brain.
Going to bed now - I have to cut lemons in the morning. And that honestly means I have to be at work one hour before anyone else. I hate lemons.
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I'm Caitlin. I like being alive.
